A newly re-invigorated and trying to get re-focused me.
I have now lived my old "normal" lifestyle (i.e. SAD diet) for about 5 months now. And I feel terrible - both physically and emotionally. :(
I knew this was the trouble of giving myself some leeway. I won't get into the details at this time, but basically I am choosing to go back to eating raw vegan. I feel worse than I have in months and I KNOW it's because of my diet.
I knew there was a reason I didn't actually delete this blog! I was recounting to Ry some of my experiences from those 5 months of eating solely raw vegan and I basically reminded myself of all the GOOD and it made me question my current behavior.
I have learned a lot from my experience that began last summer and now I know some things that I need to watch/do differently this time around. I think a piece that was extremely helpful was me being 'raw' (ha!) in terms of sharing my experience on this blog. It helped me stay focused and helped me processs thoughts and feelings about all of it.
So join me if you will as I restart my raw vegan lifestyle...like the first time, I don't know what this will look like. Obviously I now know what I can expect but even though I thought I had learned all the things I needed to before, I was obviously not right about that. There is a different slant to my purpose this time around, so off I go!